Crap...holidays are over and school is on...oh crap oh crap oh crap....I hate it...I've been so stressed out...by the way don't tell anybody...but I cried after a few weeks...just to let go you know...I was so stressed out with choir, schoolwork and working very hard to improve the disappointing numbers on my report card...which I call my marks...when I burst out in tears during a fight with my maid(my pastime)...I felt better after that...but still stressed out...My holidays were not really holidays...because my head was filled with the worries of (alot of) holiday homework and the stress that I will get when school re-opens...but one thing really made me feel like it was a holiday...a trip to Sarawak....it was on the last week of the holidays...(very bad timing)....but I felt so relaxed...I forgot all my worries...lying by the pool reading my book...and then going to beach and just walk on the sand...wow...and they have one of the most romantic restaurants I have ever been to....a perfect "Will you marry me?" place...(hint for older guys who wants to propose)...the name of the resort was Damai Beach Resort, Holiday Inn...it was amazing...I have photographs (that I will post later) that I took at the beach...and by the way people my birthday has passed...14th June 2007...it was when I turned 13...becoming a teenager/adolescent...downright sucks...there is no more child discounts, no more child admission...but I'm still a kid...a very cute kid...*sucks thumb*...*frowns*...It was the best birthday I've ever heard...I'm not lying...when I expect less I get more...but when I expect more I get less...its the truth...you have to accept the facts and everything will just follow smoothly...people who do that have happier lives than most...it was the most perfect day I ever had in my 13 years...getting great presents...and happy wishes throughout the whole day...it was perfect...I'm going now...I will update when I want to...