So hey, this is like the first post of the year for me...I'm blogging now because I need this...Secondary 3 is really a new beginning for me...It's everything I hoped for and everything I didn't...I guess life just throw curveballs at you, huh?...It's been almost two months since I last posted...in three days it would have been exactly two...so just catch up abit in my life, yeah?
JANUARY
A few hours after my last post, our plans got changed cause East Coast was full...so we decided to go to Changi instead...we spent the first hour of 2009 in the car waiting for my mom and Cik Peah to buy stuff...it didn't feel different...there was no epiphany of any sorts...
So yeah...we found a place and just sat there...talking, eating durians, prata...and I made my first accomplishment in my almost-15-years of living...I ate my first whole Panadol on the first day of the year...haha...I ate two...it feels good to swallow pills...And we told ghost stories by the sea...it was the first time I saw the tide up high and then go down low...it was beautiful...
We stayed there till morning...I guess I was the only who didn't sleep...I was just sitting there alone, awake...staring at the light...just telling the Sun to come up and call it a new day...I was just there thinking...Wow...a year has passed...15 years has passed for me...and thinking...what should I do with my life?...I turned around and saw that everyone was just lying there asleep...and I smiled to myself...I hope I never lose them...
Then the Sun started to rise...I realised that we sometimes take for granted the beauty of the rising sun...it goes up slowly but considerately...slow enough for us to see it...fast enough to light up the world...and then people started waking up...one by one...
When most of them woke up...we went to play at the beach...the sand between your toes...on the New Year's Day...can it get any better?...
And so we went home....
School
So yeah, I'm upper sec now...haha...official senior...gosh...I'm getting old..and yet...I'm being told the same thing..."You're too young to...etc."
But then I cannot imagine the thought of me being too old for something...that would just be a night mare for me to behold....
So yeah I'm 3Bombastic...as I like to call it...it's honestly a great class...I still miss 2E though...but hey loving something/someone new does not mean our forgot something/someone in your past...it just means you're moving on with your heart full...
In short...school sucks...but my friends make it less sucky...
I love Literature...it's fun!
I'm doing better in Literature than in English...sadly...but I still like them both.....
Anyway....
I still have about half of January and the whole of February left...so I'll stop here first...
I'm really into this songs and its lyrics...
I found God On the corner of First and Amistad Where the west Was all but won All alone Smoking his last cigarette I said, Where you been? He said, Ask anything.
Where were you When everything was falling apart? All my days Were spent by the telephone That never rang And all I needed was a call It never came To the corner of First and Amistad
Lost and insecure You found me Lying on the floor Surrounded, surrounded Why’d you have to wait? Where were you, where were you? Just a little late You found me, You found me
In the end Everyone ends up alone Losing her The only one who’s ever known Who I am Who I’m not, and who I want to be No way to know How long she will be next to me
Lost and insecure You found me, you found me Lying on the floor Surrounded, surrounded Why’d you have to wait? Where were you, where were you? Just a little late You found me, You found me
Early morning The city breaks I’ve been calling For years and years and years and years And you never left me no messages You never sent me no letters You got some kind of nerve Taking all I want
Lost and insecure You found me, you found me Lying on the floor Where were you, where were you?
Lost and insecure You found me, you found me Lying on the floor Surrounded, surrounded Why’d you have to wait? Where were you, where were you? Just a little late You found me, You found me