beDIFFERENT

Sigh sigh.

2009-10-27T13:09:00.003+08:00

Well, hello hello.

How's life for you people?

If you're reading this, it must be very fulfilling~

So, I didn't go to school yesterday.

Heh. I skipped.

Cause I was sick in the morning.

My attempt at being a badass was an epic failzxsz.

Anyways, I have never eaten at Seoul Garden before.

Do you feel sad for me people? Do youuuuu.

Who wants to go with me?
You are welcomed to bring to my "virgin" trip there.

I was suppose to go there during my birthday, but my parents brought me to eat durian at a kampung instead. Which was still epic-ly awesome. But I still wanted to go to Seoul Garden.

The yearning is still there.

Damn I'm hungry.

Practice in about two hours.

Sigh~

I should try to get high metabolism.

Google here I come!

Everyone does, don't they?

2009-10-25T13:11:00.004+08:00

I think I'm in love ^^
He is dreamy~

Sigh.

I had a dream last night. Or well, this morning. Considering I slept at like 5 plus?

The dream had me with money. I honestly thought it was real.

A dream is a wish you make on your own
- Demi Lovato

I woke up at 10:48? Sigh. Now I can't go back to sleep. So, I watched Ring Ding Dong. What a boring Sunday this is turning out to be.

Well, Goodnight And Good morning!

Like, finally?

2009-10-25T02:36:00.003+08:00

Life.

Sometimes, it just makes you suck it doesn't it?

No matter what you do.

You have to right?

Uh, fuck reality.

Anyways, I have been banned from going overseas.

Because I have no valid legal document.

A.k.a, my passport photo does not look like me anymore so I had to make a new one.
Bloody hell, I've been craving to go to Johor you know. Damn, thinking about the food makes me drool like nobody's business.

Ohkay, on the topic of food. Crap, I've not been exercising at all. Gah. I should stop eating junk food shouldn't I? Sigh.

Life's challenges.

I'm an insomniac and I'm born on the 14th of June.

Been watching How I Met Your Mother. Attempted to watch Skins. But it was an epiczxzsxz failure.
Nevermind, I shall try again.

I love Neil Patrick Harris! Like seriously, I want a Barney in my group of my friends. Sadly, he is gay. But, I love him anyways!

I should go shopping.

Throwing money and making everyone else richer makes me happy.

Like seriously, when you think about it, these people earn money so they can like spend it. And stuff. It is a vicious cycle I tell you! Never ending~

I want to try something life changing.

Let's go cycling?

Gah, I'm babbling using my fingers.

It is 2:50 am and I am still WIDE awake.

What in the world Iffah. What in the world.

Think?

2009-09-14T22:25:00.005+08:00

It's amazing what one week of holiday can do to your life and yourself.

I am freaking shagged.

And it's only the first day.

D:

Smothering.

2009-09-13T21:01:00.004+08:00

Gosh. I should be worried that not even half of my homework is done.

I'm only done with one.

Why don't I care?

Why?Why?Why?Why?Why?

This sucks.

English. I LOVE YOU!

Why do you do this to me?

Physics also. Eat my dirt.

But I'm doing it anyway.

Don't you just love holidays?

I'm still in love with FRANCE.

Hello Beautiful World!

2009-09-12T16:56:00.005+08:00

Groggy. That's the perfect word for when you wake up at 4 in the afternoon.

Slept at four yesterday. I'M A FREAK.

Helped with the kueh stuff.

My house has been getting cleaner. Yay!

Getting ready for the BIG reveal during Hari Raya.

Kinda looking forward to it.

Don't know about some of you but, I realised that Hari Raya lets you think alot about life.

It's also the perfect time to ask for forgiveness. When you don't when to do it.

Hari Raya is the perfect time.

I know alot of us remember the first day of Raya.

Before going out of the house, we would all sit in one place and one by one ask for forgiveness from our parents and older siblings.

It's usually a big cryfest.

But that's the best part isn't it?

That's where the love shows :)

There's about one week left of fasting.

It's going by pretty well and fast too.

And then it's the EOYs.

D:

I love France.

Don't you?

And oh, it's CHILLI CRAB tonight!

Can't sleep.

2009-09-10T10:04:00.004+08:00

Gosh. I kept twisting and turning dreaming about it.

They didn't make sense though.

My heart kept beating really really fast.

And I'd wake up smiling.

:D

"You've got me smiling in my sleep...You're far from suffocating me"
Demi Lovato

It's nice to know there's still love out there.

Omegle is awesome stuff *Thumbs Up*

Met some funny people.

Like button-obsessed ulu people, to guys looking for gay males -.-

But there are cool people here too,

Like Literature students to stand up comics (he's worked with Dane Cook!)

Lots of sweet people here too.

Falling in love at 15 anyone? I'm jealous :D

Not everyone online is bad people.

I am a good example :D

I like it like it like it.

Rolling around the bed because of that ain't that bad.

"And I come with imperfections...if you can't understand loving the way I am, then you're no good for me"
Priscilla Renea

My bangs and I love it :D

I lost a hot Australian dude :'(

Why bother so much?

2009-09-08T19:42:00.002+08:00

Fuck it. Fuck life. It's never fair.

I'll work hard for myself now. No one else.

Not like they care whether I do or not.

Life is full of double standards. Hypocrites. Fuck it.

I cry everytime.

I want to numb my heart.

Is that possible.

Every little mistake.

There's a comment.

I never do the same whenever they make those mistakes do I.

I try so hard.

I don't think I deserve this.

Seriously I don't.

But I still love them still.

Wthell is wrong with me?

I admit. It's my fault. But that doesn't mean I should get that right?

STOP KNOCKING MY DOOR.

Now. You ask me to do this, to do that.

Fucking pissed.

Blue Moon.

2009-08-08T17:49:00.004+08:00

So, I've been gone long enough.

Had NDP celebration at school yesterday.

It was FUN FUN FUN.

We all wore red and we all drank coke the day before so we could have the RED tins.

We decorated our class with the tins and made hearts and stuff. We even made a poster with "3B loves SG!"

The loves was a heart. With small stickpeople with coloured heads holding it up!

And then. We proceeded to Lot One and ate Mac. We window shopped for abit. Camwhored for abit too. We went home.

I fell asleep at the laptop. -_-" At 4 in the afternoon. Woke up at 8.30 thinking it was like 3 a.m. Went back to sleep and woke up at 12.30. Talked to my mom. Read a book, made a playlist and went to sleep.

TODAY!

Woke up at like 8.30? And went back to sleep till like 9.30. Ate breakfast, bathed, got ready and went of the house at like 10.25? Met Dellysda and we went to Jurong Library. Studied, wrote notes, talked. Then we went to IMM for Daiso and ate at BAGUS. She ate chicken rice and I, kway teow.

I am getting fatter everyday. D:

Then we went home cause Dell had plans with her family.

Now, I'm getting ready for a weekend stay at Johor.

For my mom's 52nd birthday!

Which falls on

9TH AUGUST!

Wooo~

On that note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

END :D

Blowing Balloons.

2009-07-28T21:34:00.004+08:00

Am on the phone with Jayne, JiaMin & YuJing now. Discussing our fundraising project~ Profits and all.

Today wasn't all that bad. Got detention. Had to write the code of conduct. In its wholesome. Yes I know. -_-"

Got back my Social Studies today. 8/12. Yay! I am PROUD.

Talked to Delly about best friends just now. Had gotten a new perspective on the subject.

Got me thinking of how life would be like for us after we get out of secondary school. Would it be the same as it was in primary school? I wonder. Everyday.

Haha. "Yo people the weather is beautiful!" JiaMin~

END :D

Jollibean.

2009-07-27T20:06:00.006+08:00

I believe in a thing called LOVE!~

I should be doing my homework. RIGHT NOW.

And revising my physics. But I'm not.

I'm a bad student!

I'm eating JolliPancakes instead. Not good for my diet.

Going to fast tomorrow~ With Aishah. Need to pay back my dues before Ramadan starts.

Was going through my old posts the other day and realised how different I was back in 2006 and now. Amazing what three years does to personality. I realised that back then, I really didn't know who I was. And was seriously lacking in what I have now. I wasn't comfortable with myself back then. Even though it is kinda different now. But I guess I'm still me. Who ever that is.

JolliPancakes are good stuff~

I should put more photos up right? I guess when I have some to put up, I will!

Ohkay, Goodbye thennnnn~

Start of something.

2009-07-26T18:02:00.003+08:00

So. My blog's been dead for like what 2 months? After much deliberation, I decided to you know. Make it alive again.

My life right now. I feel very out of it. At this point of time. Only I know how I feel. It's surprising, what a new year brings. So many things can change about a person. To the point where even you realise the change you know?

I never expected this year. My first "senior" year to turn out like this. Pleasent surprise? I'm not sure what to think of it. I can't say I love it but there's much of a choice is there?

I feel really worried. Maybe I should do it now.

I've been catching up with manga now. Finished reading one yesterday morning. Hahaha. Slept at like 6.30? Bad habit! But I guess it's because I actually fell asleep while waiting for a video to convert. -.-

I guess I'll end it now.

Not alot I know but I'm just warming up to blogging again :D

END

Yes.

2009-07-26T01:57:00.002+08:00

So Yeah. New url and stuff.So new concept. I'm going to start my blogsposts with videos (stupidly entertaing ones or music) and end with a photo I find interesting.

Hee~

Can you feel the excitement?

I'll start on the next post okay? :D

Goodnight and Goodbye~

...

2009-05-16T11:05:00.002+08:00

AAAAAAAAH!...freak everything I said...

These past few months have been a few of the best?

Alot feelings and stuff...

My Mid-Years were long over and I've started reading three books at once...Just finished one, By The Time You Read This by Lola Jaye...which made me shed a tear...RECOMMENDED

So I've been through lots of feelings and fights, with myself most of the time, and can see that life is kinda bleak and bright at the same time...

I'm seriously bored!...but I'm not allowed to go out...

What is this crap-ery?!...but no choice lah so what to do?...haha

Life is so boring at the moment, I feel like it's in a standstill...

:'(

I've been really bored at home..and I think I'm growing fat from all this slacking...

Anyway that has been the update on my life...

I've been twittering so follow me on my twitter...egoisticempathy
because I update that more than my oh-almost-dead blog...

See You :D

i'm back?

2009-02-25T16:14:00.003+08:00

So hey, this is like the first post of the year for me...I'm blogging now because I need this...Secondary 3 is really a new beginning for me...It's everything I hoped for and everything I didn't...I guess life just throw curveballs at you, huh?...It's been almost two months since I last posted...in three days it would have been exactly two...so just catch up abit in my life, yeah?

JANUARY

A few hours after my last post, our plans got changed cause East Coast was full...so we decided to go to Changi instead...we spent the first hour of 2009 in the car waiting for my mom and Cik Peah to buy stuff...it didn't feel different...there was no epiphany of any sorts...

So yeah...we found a place and just sat there...talking, eating durians, prata...and I made my first accomplishment in my almost-15-years of living...I ate my first whole Panadol on the first day of the year...haha...I ate two...it feels good to swallow pills...And we told ghost stories by the sea...it was the first time I saw the tide up high and then go down low...it was beautiful...

We stayed there till morning...I guess I was the only who didn't sleep...I was just sitting there alone, awake...staring at the light...just telling the Sun to come up and call it a new day...I was just there thinking...Wow...a year has passed...15 years has passed for me...and thinking...what should I do with my life?...I turned around and saw that everyone was just lying there asleep...and I smiled to myself...I hope I never lose them...

Then the Sun started to rise...I realised that we sometimes take for granted the beauty of the rising sun...it goes up slowly but considerately...slow enough for us to see it...fast enough to light up the world...and then people started waking up...one by one...

When most of them woke up...we went to play at the beach...the sand between your toes...on the New Year's Day...can it get any better?...

And so we went home....

School

So yeah, I'm upper sec now...haha...official senior...gosh...I'm getting old..and yet...I'm being told the same thing..."You're too young to...etc."

But then I cannot imagine the thought of me being too old for something...that would just be a night mare for me to behold....

So yeah I'm 3Bombastic...as I like to call it...it's honestly a great class...I still miss 2E though...but hey loving something/someone new does not mean our forgot something/someone in your past...it just means you're moving on with your heart full...

In short...school sucks...but my friends make it less sucky...

I love Literature...it's fun!

I'm doing better in Literature than in English...sadly...but I still like them both.....

Anyway....

I still have about half of January and the whole of February left...so I'll stop here first...

I'm really into this songs and its lyrics...

I found God
On the corner of First and Amistad
Where the west
Was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said, Where you been?
He said, Ask anything.

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
That never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came
To the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, You found me

In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who’s ever known
Who I am
Who I’m not, and who I want to be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, You found me

Early morning
The city breaks
I’ve been calling
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve
Taking all I want

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Where were you, where were you?

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, You found me

Why’d you have to wait
To find me, to find me?

last post!

2008-12-31T22:25:00.003+08:00

MY LAST POST OF 2008,

Dear 2008,

GOODBYE

GOODBYE,

To all that happened this year...

Goodbye to the good times and bad times...

Goodbye all my experiences...

HELLO 2009,

HELLO,

My New Experiences...

ALL WILL BE CHERISHED...I LOVE EVERYTHING...I WILL NEVER FORGET...

Goodbye forever...we can never come back...so...no regrets...

I will Miss You Forever...

Forever In My Heart...

Much Love,

Iffah

Remembered...

2008-12-27T23:57:00.002+08:00

Chatting with Hafizah...Lol and I suddenly remembered a phrase that I saw browsing through blogskins...

Bombing for Peace is like Fucking For Virginity

That's food for thought ooh look it's tomorrow!...ring ring ring ring...the bell goes.. :D

Pretty long...

2008-12-27T16:53:00.002+08:00

So it's been what...about 27 days since I last posted?..so there's alot to catch up on right?

Number one...

I found my one true love....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...needed to catch attention...

Number Two...

Again, I've read many various mangas...now stuck on Tokyo Crazy Paradise...

Number Three..

I've been playing badminton aloooooooot....LOL...thus many shuttlecocks have been condemned by me, my cousins and their friends....all the cork come out...lol...

Number Four...

If you want to know what happened during the whole Genting trip just look at other choir peoples' blogs...I'm too lazy to elaborate...

Number Five...

I have no maid now...she's on a one month holiday...so everyone needs to do housework now...It's like torture...because..I keep getting nagged at more than usual...darn it...

Number Six...

So I've slept at two different houses...my cousin's and my grandmother's...sleeping late at both occasions...

Number Seven...

I've been broke these past few weeks...and going out is a chore because...

- I need to ask permission...which is hard because most of the time they say NO

- I need to ask for money...which is where they nag again and you feel guilty...

Number Eight...

This holiday saw the first time I went to a fish farm...yeah...went to Jia Yu's Parents' fish farm where she lives because I needed to get some stuff from her...it was kinda fun...seriously...we saw a huge ass chicken...but it was a dirty huge ass chicken so we passed...

Number Nine...

Well 27 days may have passed but everything else is more or less...the same...so not much to post about...

Number Ten...

And I also went camwhoring with Rai, Kak Ruzana and Kak Salmah...at Esplanade...pretty funnn

Now I leave you with a music video of a song that just came back to my mind...

wtheck...

2008-11-30T22:18:00.002+08:00

Heck...eventhough I am freakishly tired...from playing badminton...I shall post now...because I said daily...I do not break promises :D...

So it was like this...woke up abit early today...about 11 plus I think eventhough I came back at 3.45 A.M...and I hung on to the T.V. for abit...and then I was alone at home without the maid...because she went out to look for things to bring back to her home...so I was alone until like 5 like that and I got ready to go out to Lot One to buy snacks for tomorrow...so I walk around NTUC for awhile and then finished around 6.30 P.M. like that...reached home and wait for Fatin...I wanted to play badminton so badly...LOL...

So she reached my house and then I helo her print some stuff...and then we went to play around 7.50...so we play play play...then Abg Nur said he wanted to give me something...so he came for awhile..and played with him for awhile too...then he went...and I asked Fatin to message her friend to play with us...anybody...

She message this one friend but he never reply...then she message another friend..and he say okay because my cousin bullied him to do it...LOL...so he came and then we played with him...I pity Fatin...because he kept winning and she has to belanja him...LOL...we played until like 10 minutes to 10...then we all went our seperate ways...and Fatin came back to my house to get something....then she went out again...

So now here I am...straight away blog...after I came back from playing badminton...TIRED...PACKING NOT DONE YET...DIE!

1 more day...

TOMORROW!

END!

we are born innocent....

2008-11-29T21:46:00.003+08:00

So daily posts...

Woke up late just now...around like 12 plus...gosh so late...watched t.v....played the computer...

Then I chatted with my sister through MSN eventhough she was only in the room...and she told me to get ready...so I did...her birthday is on Monday...so celebrate with her before I go to Genting...

So found out that we were going to Farmart...she wanted to look at cars I guess...then I met someone new...Noni...she's so cute...she's Cik Peah's niece...I think...then we walk around the place...go to the mini zoo...fed the goats and rabbits...and Noni played the kiddy rides...after that we went to makan at Choa Chu Kang park...

So now we are at home getting ready to go to East Coast...

So I guess that's pretty vague...but hey better than nothing right?...

I leave you with a song...

Adia By Avril Lavigne

2 more days...

END!

170 post!

2008-11-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

So I have to finish this before midnight...or else it won't be today anymore...and it won't count as me blogging daily...ohk back to the point...

So went out with Rai today...muahaha...we were like...what are we going to do after we buy my stuffs...so we wanted to watch Muallaf at The Picture House at The Cathay...but we didn't know how to get there and there wasn't enough time...

So we went to Daiso first...then to Watsons...then to Guardian...then back to Daiso...then back to Guardian...then to Giant...then we walk around looking for the stuff...then play play with the price checkers...everyone loves price checkers...and I found what I was looking for and then we went back to Guardian and also finally found the thing...

Then we went back to Daiso...and I saw....my choir seniors :D...LOL...they were buying snacks...then we went to Mac's...

Damn...I'm going broke...

Then we went to camwhore at the roof garden...but then suddenly got lots of people so we decided to move to a less populated place...which is the entrance to a lobby for offices and carpark...not as much people as you think there might be...so camwhore camwhore...then we decided to go home...

FUN FUN FUN FUN...I tell you...we were so lame today...

So after that, met Fatin at the Mrt entrance and we jalan-jalan around Lot 1 waiting for Alicia because she wanted to buy something...

Then we went home to get badminton rackets...and looked for shuttlecocks but cannot find...so we went to Fatin's house and got the shuttlecocks and played at the court near her house...we play play play until like 9 plus...then we decide to go home...

Fatin went home but me and Alicia go play see-saw...LOL...then on the way back we talked about "stuff"...LOL...

And then we went down the staircase....so I wanted to walk at the path...and I was talking to Alicia...and then I looked down because I wanted to...and I was looking at something that Alicia was about to step on....then I was like "EH!"...but too late..she stepped on it already...then she realised and she lifted her foot...and the thing flew up...we were like "AAAH!"...then the people who were playing street soccer stopped playing and looked at us...and we were like laughing...and then Alicia saw a beetle...LOL...

So we walked somemore and "excercised" at the excercise area...actually we were just playing...while talking...and then we went home...

I was going up the lift...and then out the door and I realised I forgot to give Alicia back the racket she borrowed from Nathan...so I went back into the lift and ran for her...and finally gave it back...

So rinse and repeat I go into the door, lock it and then went to the kitchen and asked my maid to help me make a drink and then I realised...drink, water...something's missing...

SHIT....WHERE'S MY WATER BOTTLE...then I called Alicia to ask whether it was with her and she said no...DOUBLE SHIT...and then I suddenly remembered that I left my water bottle at the see-saw...when we were see-sawing...so I was going call Fatin, call Fatin...and then she picked up...and asked her to take for me...and then I was like...what if it wasn't there anymore...I was like shit shit shit...and I called Fatin again...she didn't pick up...so I was like crap...then she called and I was like...woah...okay...the bottle was there and she had it...*relief floods my face*

So that was my day...Happy And Tired at the same time...very satisfying

3 more days...

END!

yeahh...

2008-11-27T20:34:00.002+08:00

So just now was the last practice before the Genting trip...The first thing we did was...to run...we were like wtheck...then after we finished running...we had to do sit-ups...LOL...so yeah...so we went for training and wrote on the white card...then went for lunch...then went for more training...then went home with Esther and we talked about choir...about how we used to hate it to the core but it's like a passion now...it's not what we thought it was in the beginning....

So that was pretty much my day...not much really...I am at home now planning to read the books that I borrowed...I'm going to continue packing later...and tomorrow I'm going out with Rai to buy last minute stuff...and maybe watch a movie...

So yeah that's all...

END!

ARGH!

2008-11-26T19:49:00.003+08:00

So from now till my Genting Trip...I shall post daily, you know because I like to... :D...

So anyway,

I've been breaking out...crap much...first above my lip, like a beauty mark though I find beauty marks unappealing...okay nevermind...then now I have one huge one between eyebrows...I can't even hide it with my fringe...pimples are a crisis to me...LOL...that was totally bimbotic...so not me...okay back to other importanté stuffs.

So we had training just now...pretty intense stuff...from 8.30 a.m. till 5.30 p.m. with an hour and a half for break...so not that bad...Mr Yeo treated us to the new Chocolate Mcflurry...not bad...for Mac...we're going to do the same thing tomorrow...but it's okay...it's going to be worth it...wayy worth it...

And a few days ago...I was bored so I googled...songs that make you cry...and got pretty nice songs...shall share with you people next time!...

Me and Qiu Ying are fated to quarrel...LOL

Okay now...because I'm bored I shall do this...

Tagged by my cousin, Fatin

Technology

What is your wallpaper on your computer?
Baby Gorilla :D

How many television do you have in your house?
2

Are you right-handed or left handed?
Right-handed

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
Baby teeth?

What is the last item you lifted?
Jar of garlic spread *hungry*

Have you ever been knocked down?
Nopeee

BULLSHITOLOGY

If it were possible,would you want to know the day that you will die??
not really

If you could change your name,what would you change it to?
Honestly, I don't know...I kinda like my name

What colour would you think looks best on you?
Lol any colour?...I don't know

Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
umm...let me recall...ants...don't ask

DAREOLOGY

Would you kiss a member of a same sex for $100?
Let's see...yeah my mom...she's a female...

Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut of for $200,000?
NO.

Would you never blog again for $50,000?
Maybe.

Would you posed naked in a magazine for $250,000?
NOPE.

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
I CAN TAKE THE HEAT BABEH!...lol...Bring it on!

Would you,without fear of punishment,take a human life for $1,000,000?
I won't be that desperate even if I go bankrupt

Dumbology

What is in your left pocket?
I'm wearing shorts, so there is nothing in my pockets

Is napoleon dynamite actually a good film?
Have been wanting to watch it, looks funny

Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
neither?, I have tiles with carpets on them

Do you sit or stand in the shower?
stand.

How many pairs of flip-flops did you own?
One, I don't know if my other slipper counts as a flip-flop

Last body who texted you?
Qiu Ying, senior...with nevermind...

Last person who called you?
Jia Yu but she didn't pick up...stupid burnt chicken :P

Person you hugged?
Not sure...hugged a lot of people today...I am what you call a serial hugger...I carry signs saying "Free Hugs!"...care to be hugged?

Favouritology!

Number?
12, 14

Season?
Cold.

Colour?
GREEN!

Currentology

Missing someone?
I think so...

Mood?
Kinda-you-know...that kind of mood...what you expect after a day of training...LOLOLOLOL...totally hyper ah just now...kept laughing...tired already...

Listening to?
Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World

Watching?
Okto...

worrying about?
the competition!

Wearing?
Shorts and shirt :D

Randomology

First place you went this morning?
Sister's room to get towel to bathe...

What can you not wait to do?
To go to GENTING!

Do you smile often?
YES!

Are you a friendly person?
YES!

Now that you answer all the questions,
list three other people to complete this quiz.

1)Yujing
2)Jia Yu
3)anybody.

4 more days to go!

END!

Love this...

2008-11-25T21:04:00.002+08:00

I like this cover of the song Hear You Me BY Jimmy Eat World.

5 more days...can't wait...*shakes in anticipation*

END!

Missing you missing me...

2008-11-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

Hiii!!!

Anyway news flashes of the weeks...

I got A.maths...thank God...so I'm going to be a Double Humanities, Pure Literature student who takes Combined Science and A.maths and will be in class 3B...coolness I guess...upper secondary...

My sister bought me the grey skinnies I've been yearning for...yessss....

I'M GOING TO GENTING NEXT WEEK...yesss

I've been saying yesssss alot these past few days...

I think I'm the only one who's packed like at least almost half of what needs to be brought...so enthu man...

Yesterday went to orchard road with my sister...didn't do much...then went to buy lollipop...then when I open the wrapper and take out the lolly...I saw that it was cut in half at the middle I was like...wtheck?...then I look inside the wrapper the other half was inside...totally incomplete lollipop experience...

Saturday had an open house...performed and helped out at the Humanities booth...FUN...

YAY!...the Lot One National Library finally open...it's like my haven...LOL...pathetic I know...shuddup now... :P

Mr Yeo treating me, Jia Yu and Gwai Ka to mac...lol...not bad...

Going to be pretty busy this week I guess...we're going to have training from 8.30-5.30 on weds and thurs to prep for the competition...WAH!!...LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL....SO EXCITED....

Oh ya...I miss my scores...LOL...

Whistle Down The Wind...

END! :D

for you

2008-11-18T16:58:00.003+08:00

I thought of this on the way back from Mustafa Centre two days ago...

Don't live for tomorrow, Live for today
Because if you can't get through today,
How are you suppose to get to to tomorrow?

Okay end...not lots to blog today....the competition coming up...need to take care of myself...Hope not kicked out out of the competition team...

END

I hate this part

2008-11-16T16:10:00.000+08:00

Yeah sooo....I already said I'm going to keep this blog alive...not going to break my promise... :D...so I'm going to tell you the interesting things that have happened for the past 14 days since the last time I posted...not much reallyyyy...

So I got my IPOD NANO!!...WEEEE~...yeah it's green so...having lots of fun with it...heehee...

Went out with Alicia to Orchard on Tuesday and bought suspenders...3 for $10...black in colour...and found jeans too...but no money so can't buy yet...

Abg Nur took part in the Subaru Challenge...really cool lasted for 69 hours...total respect for the dude...

Fatin finished her O's already and already had her prom...pretty baby!!...LOL....

I'm starting to like choir...LOL...it's been getting fun I guess...now got homework...-_-"

I've been insomniatic these past few days...been sleeping at 3, 4, 5...totally not good...

I got double humanities, pure lit for my course combination next year...ohmigod...I'm growing old..next year upper sec already...not long after that GRADUATION...but before that must do O levels...totally inevitable...crap man...I like sec 2...

I mean in sec 1 you just got to know everyone...it's the first time all of us met...so we just like you know hang around each other...just get to know each other better...but not alot of relationships formed yet...then we get to sec 2...that's where we all know each other, get closer...but then the year ends fast...so we get separated when we start to get close...which is kinda sad you know...

Went to Cotton On on Friday with Alicia...then she saw this black scarf selling for 2 bucks...just because it's...dirty...so dumb...so we share one dollar one dollar...I bring home to wash...

And then yesterday went out with Kak Ezza, Abg Nur and his cousin...used the scarf...I like...muahaha...and then we like walk around Orchard...after we ate at Far East Plaza...then we ate gelato...yummm...then go watch movie...The Coffin...kinda shock like and kinda sad...then went home...then stayed for awhile...until like 2 plus a.m...then they also went home...then I go kaypoh kaypoh at my sister room help her pick clothes to sell at flea market...then around 3 a.m. like that went to my room listen to music...until don't know what time...then slept...

I missed my Sunday morning cartoons...sad...no Kuzco...so I'm watching Suria now...still need to do pamphlets...

So I guess that's all for now...

I WANT TO GO EAST COAST....

bye bye for now...

musicc

2008-11-16T16:00:00.000+08:00

Addicted...

2008-11-02T13:06:00.002+08:00

Remember in my last post? When I said I was an otaku? I think I'm believeing it now...gosssh...I've been reading mangas for the past three days non-stop...and now...I dream in manga...LOL...I dream about the characters...like seriously...woah...*_*...

Another thing is that I've been ecstatically happy these past few days too....Let me quote Cosmo from The Fairly OddParents...."I know three WEs...We Three, We The People and my favorite...WHEEEE!" *proceeds to fly around the room*...okay quotes aside...if you had chatted with me from the day of the previous post until now...you should know why...because...because...because...I'VE FINALLY RAISED ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY A FRIGGGGGGGIN' IPOD NANO!....weeeeeeeeeee~....my mom donated some money to me...LOLOLOLOLOL...yeah so I was like helping her count coins that she had kept...and then I asked "Can I have some of the coins? To buy my iPod?"...then she said..."You know when I give the kids Hari Raya money I also give you?"...and then I was like..."Really?"...and then she showed me the money...and after some calculation...I have 250 b-e-a-utiful bucks to buy my iPod Nano...weeeeeee~...I LOVE MY MAMA!

so now I go YAY!...

and I was watching okto this morning and I was so crazy happy when I saw that they were showing the Emperor's New School...yay!...K-U-Z-C-O Kuzco Kuzco Go! Go!...

I've fallen in love with manga guys...

END

music for you!

2008-11-02T12:34:00.000+08:00

Okay so I guess my blog doesn't really have music in it...because...I don't know how to put music in it...ya...wait till I figure it out...and it'll be music to your ears...lame pun I know...and most of the songs I like are either better in video or not available in audio itself so here here...

160th

2008-10-30T18:32:00.004+08:00

I've been having alot of inspiration to blog...then now I'm on but my mind is totally *blank*...I'm going to make the best of this and put it in point form...yes...YAY! for Mr. Point...

POINT ONE!

The days from the 24th to the 27th of October have been great...I spent time with my primary school friends, had a great time...went to Dempsey Hill (always wanted to go there) for the first time and ate Ben and Jerry's for the first time too...yummm....went bowling and watched my sister play pool...and watched HSM2...life was good...

POINT TWO!

Choir just started yesterday...*sigh*...so it's back to three-times-a-week not free...but nevermind....it's worth it...GENTING HERE I COME!!....

POINT THREE!

I've been experimenting with my hair and it just so happens I look good with braid...muahaha...finally a new hairstyle!...

POINT FOUR!

I've been wanting to cycle these past few weeks ever since school ended...but one problem...I gots no bike...so idea...take Hari Raya money and Mustafa Centre together...and then....tada...you gots a bike...heheh...I'm so smart :D

POINT FIVE!

I've been addicted to manga...I'm an otaku!...wahaha...oooh....hot guys...heh...love stories...lanky limbs...tall guys...*swoon*...okay...and humour, lots and lots of humour...Fullmetal Alchemist...is loved by me...weee~

POINT SIX!

I've been wanting to go to the airport but either no one to go with or I'm not allowed to go...which kinda sucks :P...okay...I'm depressed...don't ask me why I want to go...I just want to :P

POINT SEVEN!

I want to go and watch a movie!!...heheheh...but no alot of good movies...now...and if they are good...they would be like NC16 or M18 or something like that...why can't they make MB14...must be 14-years-old...heheh...wish wish...

POINT EIGHT!

OOOH...yeah...almost forgot...I've been saving up for an iPod Nano!!...nano-chromatic yeaaaah!...want to help me save?...please? :D...I just need 100+ more...that's all...I'll dedicate a playlist to you using the Genius feature...gossssh...I'm desperate!! D: I've basically remembered every feature of it...*drools at picture of the iPod nano*...

POINT NINE!

FINALLLLLY!...I just put two here!...one is that...I've been listening to Love Story By Taylor Swift...baby just say yes!...and my choir tee will have the name IFFAAAAAH! XD...on the sleeve...weeee~...it's all about individuality babehhhh!!

END!

:D

2008-10-25T09:50:00.009+08:00

The picture of the day....

So yesterday, woke up at 6.15 a.m. got ready and went to school to go to The Singapore Discovery Centre...rode the bus...and then when we came it already started...it was really fun really...the N.E. thing...took pictures and stuff..they had funny people...finished at around 12 plus...

Rushed home with Raihana...changed and met the guys at the playground near our primary school...
We were totally clueless about where to go and by that time it was already like 2 plus...so we first went to Firdaus's house...me and Rai was like who the heck is Firdaus?...
Then when we went downstairs...and we had no idea where to go...
We just walked aimelessly...decided to go Farid Ataullah's house...sat there and watched this movie for awhile then go down again...
Walk aimlessly somemore...call call call people...but like no one free...or they are sick...or their parents not at home...and they also mock me :P...so bad...
Then we wanted to go my house then bumped into Zamrooth's mom...
She invited us to her house...we were about to go up the lift and then i was like playing with lift with Faeez and Rai...waiting for the other guys...
Then find out they were playing with swings...-_-"...so by the time we wanted to go up, Zamrooth's mom came back already...so we all go up together...we went in the house then go eat...Zamrooth cook one...LOL...*wags eyebrows*...
Then go down again and I play swing!...so fun!!..we play play play...then take pictures!!...
Then go my house...then watch movie and eat and talk...then take group photo!...after that at around 8.15-8.30 p.m. made our way to Dina's house...Taufiq went home...we talked and drank drinks...
Made our way to some random block after walking aimlessly somemore and taking pictures...some pictures with Iman...then went to this door and Iman thought it was one of our friend's house then rang the bell...LOL...
I pointed him to the floor and we ran, laughing like baboons...
We went to the carpark and we hung out around cars deciding where to go...cannot decide...so we sat at the void deck benches there...talk somemore...and then after like a long time, we decided to go Rai's house...ride bus...reached there around 9.30 p.m....
drink sparkling grape juice...with heart and triangle shaped ice cubes...then we ate...remembered some funny stuff said at the table...
Then we decided to go home...by then it was already like 10.50 plus...and I was like how to go home ah...and the guys were like "Iffah, you the only girl now"...then they laugh...-_-"...so Rai's dad sent me home!...THANKS RAI'S DAD!...went home, changed, wash up and I K.O.ed on the bed...eventhough the day wasn't planned...It was really fun seriously...couldn't stop laughing...laugh until want to pee...HAHAHAHA...

I leave you with pictures :D

cause you're just a boy...I don't think you realise...I'm not sure either...

crap?

2008-10-23T12:15:00.002+08:00

So yeah got back my results today it's not great I can tell you that...and by the way my links are way not updated so click at own risk...hehs...

Crap my phone died...

Ohkay it's back on...

Okay that's a random post just cause i felt like it...

"Papaya!"

let's not pretend

2008-10-22T21:16:00.004+08:00

Okay so okto started what three days ago and I'm already hooked...wooooo!...YAY!...finally no more boring nights...they have Ben10 at 7, Avatar at 7.30 and other cool shows after that...so yah...I like okto...hehs...

Random stuff...

- I got this thing with baby gorillas...they're my new wallpaper...cuteness

- I was watching this show on Vasantham...my mom not me....then I saw this scene where there this kid who was crying while shouting "Papaya! Papaya!"

- I've been listening to this song by Kiss...it's called God Gave Rock And Roll To Ya

- Also, kinda addicted to Miserable At Best by Mayday Parade...just because of how they say one word..."her"...if you listen to the song you would kind of understand what I'm talking about...

Now what?...

So now there's not really much to talk about now...ohkay...repeated that...I need to sleep now with school tomorrow...I'm posting now to keep my blog alive...hehs...bye bye now...

GUESS WHY I LIKE THIS!

Okay...alive finally!

2008-10-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

Okay, so people!! My blog is finally ALIVE...don't know what I'm going to talk about here anymore but I guess it's just going to be random stuff...like...

I WANT TO CYCLE, PLAY BASKETBALL, SWIM!

I WANT A/AN iPOD, CHEF'S TORCH, BICYCLE, NEW SHOES, NEW CLOTHES, LOSE FATS!

AND MANY MANY MANY MORE THINGS...

Lol my Mom's "anak-anak buah" have come to my house...lol...and apparently...I "dah besar"...which means...I've grown...LOLLYLOLLYLOL

Nothing much to blog about right now so, so long, bye bye, tata,see you later...

END OF MY FIRST POST IN LONG LONG TIME...

I am my favourite colour :D

2008-07-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

You Are Teal Green

You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you.

Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible.

While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks.

Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have.

What Color Green Are You?

It's just getting stronger...

2008-07-01T19:00:00.006+08:00

I don't think anyone knows this but...I'm feeling something...does this mean anything?...who is it for?...is anything going to happen?...I hope something does...

Anyway school has started...It's the second week already...I hate going to school :P...though I've been more attentive these days...routine is going to be the norm now...wake up, grunt, go back to sleep, wake up again, stare at ceiling for 10 seconds, get up(reluctantly), get face wash and radio, get towel, bathe, get ready, pack bag, drink milo(fast), rush to school, sit and talk, go to class, recess, back to class, keep staring at watch until school ends(I still study by the way), keep grunting if there is CCA, if not go home, do homework, watch tv, sleep...rinse and repeat....stupid kinda...

I've been telling my friends this ever since school started..."Have you realised something?...School has taken over our lives?"...I mean seriously...Our life revolves around school...if we want to go for a holiday we need to check our schedule if there is SCHOOL...I mean like...what the fart?....urgh...

I've been seeing my primary school mates for these past few weeks...Kind of remember all the things that happened there...good and bad...went to their open house recently...saw all my old teachers...Mdm Ling (P6), Mr Naza (P5)...When we (Raihana, Nadiah, Dina) met him at the "Artz Hub"...a really ridiculous conversation went on...which if you want to know...can ask me...don't know who said it first ah... :p...ridiculous...

I'm coming up with random topics just so I can put everything out...so...don't mind me ah...

Anyway I've been having this funny feeling for a few days now...you know a tingly feeling...usually triggered by a song or something...it feels good...lol...is something good going to happen?...I hope so :D...

This Sunday going to another choir concert...at...The Esplanade....tickets cost $27...but paid using Edusave so there's not much monetary loss...so cool ah...then the next is Youth Day...can relax...I want to go cycling!...but no one to go with...so sad :(...I shall persuade my cousin...muahaha

I've always wanted to write a bloody long blog post like some people I know but cannot ah...so I tried and am still trying....

Oh ya...next week group performance in front of whole Aesthetics class...guitar babeh....Hafizah, YuJing, Lydia going to play and I'm going to sing...How to save a life by The Fray...kinda excited...who wouldn't be right?....RIGHT...

Oh...went to Lot 1 just now and bumped into Jayne(choir) and she showed me something...lol...her stalker side...LMAOROFL...and saw a cute Angmoh guy just now...someone pointed him out to me... lol...

I shall post pictures in the next post...

my blog is not dead! :D

YEAH!

2008-06-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

So today....went out to Lot 1 and watched KUNGFU PANDA! with Rai....she was late btw...but it's okay....then we got super good seats ah...like in the middle of the cinema...and the movie was like...LOL...but there were kids...crying...like crying out loud...man...I didn't let that get in my way of a great movie experience...muahaha...after that I didn't feel like going home...so I went to my cousin's house and we went cycling for almost 1 hour....from CCK to Teck Whye to Bukit Panjang then we cycled back...bloody fun i tell you...with wind in your hair...it was totally...WOO!...Madagascar 2 is coming out...WOO!

encore coming soon! :D

IT ROCKED!

2008-06-02T11:07:00.003+08:00

THE CONCERT FREAKING ROCKED....WOOHOOO....AND KYLE, JOEY, BEN ,JOE AND ETHAN WERE SUPER FREAKING HOT AND SWEATY AND HOT!!!!!AND THEY HAVE GREAT HAIR...I WAS LIKE OMG OMG....THEY ARE SO HOT!....no pictures yet...very lazy to put up...maybe next time :DDDD

No Regrets :D

Not Really

2008-06-01T17:04:00.002+08:00

So yeah, I kinda have hiatus-ed for a bit....no mood to blog...when got mood the computer is either off or too slow...and by the time I get to the blogger page...I have absolutely no mood to blog anymore...so between the time from the last time to the current one...many things have happened...GOOD things :D....and BAD things D: ...so anyway...Chocolate is a good a movie...kick ass..and there are alot of cute guys you can find in the library by the way...just look around and you can find a bunch of them...HEHEHE:D...so I'm going to THE CLICK FIVE CONCERT...bought tickets...I know all of you are thinking...OMG ...so eww...but I Don't Care....NEENERNEENERNEENER..... :P

It's just so....

2008-04-21T17:44:00.002+08:00

Everything is so sucky right now............urrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh......I hate it so bad....

So anyway let's not care about what I just said but I mean like seriously ah...I've seriously have had no break for this year...seriously ah....It's so sucky...the worst thing is....MYE IS NEXT BLOODY WEEK!....craaappppp.......what am I going to do?....ugh ugh ugh...and no one is giving me a break...I thought the day was going to be okay and someone just made my mood go PMS bad...urgh...!@#$%^&...okay enough...I'm a good girl...I don't curse...

Someone make my day?...

Tag me if you can :D

Can't believe it.

2008-03-29T12:11:00.002+08:00

Samuel's in hospital and I hope that he gets better...so he can keep bugging me about not falling...

So anyway went to the spankin' new Terminal 3...SOOO BIG AND BEAUTIFUL...and my body is aching like hell...I think I overexerted myself...and my standing broad jump...sad case man...from 1.9m to 1.78m...urgh...anyways...it's aching everywhere...plusplusplus just found out the song that I've been thinking about all this while...the name of the song is Goodbye Mr A by The Hoosiers...I seriously thought that when the guy was singing "Goodbye Mr A"...he was singing "Goodbye Mystery"...anways here's the song...

It was nice.

2008-03-26T14:24:00.002+08:00

So anyway...school today was kinda fun...there were jokes today...more happy faces...less pissed off people...and no homework!...Shaufy and some other people are doing the Taboo thing today...must win for 2E...and me and Hafizah were like laughing throughout the whole day...HAHAHA..and I'm just feeling happy...just wanted to say that...I'm happy with everything in my life...right now...ad I hope I will always be...

It's over.

2008-03-16T15:51:00.009+08:00

So anyway...20/03/08...was choir's day!...The Lion King Musical...so me and Yu Jing left chem at 11 am...we missed the homework Mr Lim gave but since it's due on Thursday...It's okay...and we rushed to the art room and went to the toilet to wash up...changed to class tee...and wore makeup...then we went to ride the buses to Victoria Concert Hall...I LOVE VCH...It's superbly beautiful...It's pretty antique...Cat told me it was built around the 19th Century...interesting...so we had the full rehearsal..and then it was time...this is what we've been working for...for the past few months...all the sacrifices...the time...everything...and so everybody was like freaking out...I think...we did our thing...and it was all great...then we rush rush rush...changed for the second half...and got ready...VCH holds memories for me and the whole choir...and so we did The Lion King Medley...then...we...screamed our hearts out...it was finally over...we were so ecstatic...we then proceeded to sing the chorus of "When You Believe" for our dear and beloved Miss Ong...she's the best!...after that went to makan with parents and Cik Peah and family...went home at about midnight or later...slept at around 2...

music-y

2008-03-16T15:17:00.002+08:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
What goes around comes around-Justin timberlake

- urmm...full of karma?

Will you get far in life?
Closer-Travis
-I think?....closer...closer...to my dreams?

How do your friends see you?
Generasiku- Radhi OAG
- youthful?

Will you get married?
Five For Fighting- Superman

- It's not easy to be me....hohoho

What is your best friend's theme song?
One Love- Loveholic
- not really no...

What is the story of your life?
Vindicated- Dashboard Confessions
- captivated I am....swear I'm right...swear I knew it all along...

What was high school like?
1234- Feist

- sweet bliss long nights....hahaha...I wish

How can you get ahead in life?
Stronger- Kanye west
- be stronger?

What's the best thing about your friends?
How to save a life-The fray

-They know how to save lives?

What's in store for this weekend?
Stars- Switchfoot
- look at the stars...nice.

Describe your grandparents.
Pemuja Rahasia- Sheila On 7
- They know how to keep secrets.

How's your life going?
Bubbly- Colbie Caillat

- very bubbly...hehehe...right.

What song will they play at your funeral?
Valerie- Mark Ronson feat. Amy Winehouse
- they'll be asking if I got a good lawyer...

How does the world see you?
Get Up- Ciara
- I know how to get up?....

Will you have a happy life?
Everything- Michael Buble

- it's going to be a-okay....

Do people secretly lust after you?
Flipside- The Click Five
- hohoho...I should've seen it coming...there's nothing showing on the outside....

How can you make yourself happy?
Time Machine- The Click Five
- I just need to unwind in my time machine...and go far away a few years back....

What should you do with your life?
Imagine(Beatles Cover) - Our Lady Peace

- Imagine good stuff will happen...and it will...

Will you ever have children?
Happy Together- Simple Plan
- I'll be happy with them I guess..so yes

What song would you strip to?
Never Again- Kelly Clarkson
- so very dark...lol...

What does your mom think of you?
The Way I Are- Timbaland feat. Keri Hilson

- she loves the way I are...

What is your deep, dark secret?
I Fell In Love With The DJ- Che'nelle feat. Cham
- I fell in love with a DJ?

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Clumsy- Fergie
- this should be my theme song...if you don't know me...I very suay...keep hitting things...

What's your personality like?
Beautiful Girls- Sean Kingston
- I make you suicidal...suicidal...

What song will be played at your wedding?
Time after time - Quietdrive

- very romantic....lol

I TAG ANYONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE CHINESE SONGS ON THEIR PLAYLISTS

why?
cause i don't know a single chinese song so no fun for me plus they are all about love and shit that no one cares about.

TAKEN FROM wearsodeliciouslytacky.blogspot.com

The last part was written by her cause I'm too lazy to change...

Run Like The Wind!

2008-03-01T17:17:00.002+08:00

I know no one is reading this...because I've not been updating this blog alot...and anw...AH NEVERMIND....so let's get to today...for your info. today's a Saturday and I woke up at 5.30AM!...yes 5.30 in the freeky morning...damn it...just for a road run at Chinese/Japanese Gardens...but I have to admit...It was really beautiful there...I love cool mornings...so we did our warm-up...and alas...it started to rain...*drizzledrizzle*...so we ran in the rain...IT WAS SUPER SHIOK MAN!...It was just so...I can't explain it...It just felt so amazing but tiring at the same time...and to finally finish the race with wet hair felt so victorious...LOL...plus plus plus I had this sweet dream last night...hehehehehehe...only my best friend knows who and what it's
about...LOLOLOLOL...can't stop giggling...and that dream keeps taking my breath away....so it ends here...THE END...

Time?

2008-02-16T14:52:00.002+08:00

You know these few weeks...
I've been saying to people...."Wah, you got so much time ah"....
and they would just keep quiet...or just say ya, hahaha...
I kept saying that until one of my closest friends said "No lah, everybody has 24 hours...no more, no less."...
That got me thinking...everybody has 24 hours but what have I been doing with mine?...
I keep thinking...about things that I've done...and the things I've not done...and how much time I've wasted all these years...
and what people do with their 24 hours sometimes tells you what kind of person they are...though sometimes...it may not be what you think it is...

On a lighter note...I'm doing some volunteer work his June holiday....any one want to come with?...just tag....

I think I can!

2008-01-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

Okay enough about Ikuta Toma...it's now the 4th week of the school year...CRAP!...stil got a long way to go...I've been on a hiatus because...no time ah babe...I'm like swamped...maybe it's my lack of time organising skill...or maybe just because I procrastinate alot...either way...it's still bad...I'm aiming for double science...I rrealy really need to work hard...let's stop talking about studies now...so everything...lifewise has been okay...I'm losing sleep...I actually fall asleep in class now...I never used to this...SHIT!...apparently weekends are not enough...went to Sentosa...2-3weeks ago...super fun...met new people...people's birthdays went by too...psstpsst...my birthday is on 14th June...you guys got 5 months to save if you want to buy me something...(:

Sick.

2007-12-21T18:41:00.000+08:00

Dammit...I feel so sick ah...running nose, splitting headache....I feel like I having fever...only without the fever...shit...need rest ah...tomorrow need to go out for concert...too lazy to go...7 p.m somemore...crap much...nevermind...should rest more...Lucky Delly go London and Paris....so shiok man...I don't feel like writing a proper post today...end...

The running man...

2007-12-14T12:50:00.000+08:00

THE SILKWORMS

All their lives in a box! What generations,
What centuries of masters, not meaning to be cruel
But needing their labour, taught these creatures such patience
That now though sunlight strikes in the eye's dark jewel
Or moonlight breathes on the wing they do not stir
But like the ghosts of moths crouch silent there.

Look it's a child's toy! There is no lid even,
They can climb, they can fly, and the whole world's their tree,
But hush, they say in themselves, we are in prison.
There is no word to tell them that they are free,
And they are not; ancestral voices bind them
In dream too deep for wind or word to find them.

Even in the young, each like a little dragon
Ramping and green upon his mulberry leaf,
So full of life, it seems, the voice has spoken:

They hide where there is food, where they are safe,
And the voice whispers, "Spin the cocoon,
Sleep, sleep, you shall be wrapped in me soon."

Now is their hour, when they wake from that long swoon;
Their pale curved wings are marked in a pattern of leaves,
Shadowy for trees,white for the dance of the moon;
And when on summer nights the buddleia gives
Its nectar like lilac wine for insects mating
They drink its fragrance and shiver, impatient with waiting,

They stir, they think they will go. Then they remember
It was forbidden, forbidden, ever to go out;
The Hands are on guard outside like claps of thunder,
The ancestral voice says Don't , and they do not.
Still the night calls the to unimaginable bliss
But there is terror around them, the vast, the abyss,

And here is the that they know, in their known place,
They are gentle and kind together, they are safe forever,
And all shall be answered at last when they embrace.
White moth moves closer to moth, lover to lover.
There is that pang of joy on the edge of dying -
Their soft wings whirr, they dream that they are flying.

Douglas Stewart

WOOHHOOO!

2007-12-06T02:00:00.000+08:00

YAY!...I got a new PSP...slim and lite...ceramic white...cost me 20 bucks more...excited much...wahahahaha...ecstatic man!...okay end...

Binge.

2007-12-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

Woohhooo....I've finally found the lyrics for the song that has been stuck in my head the whole day...and I typed the lyrics on Google and every lyric search website...and I couldn't find it...until now...I randomly typed the lyrics...and voila I found the lyrics on Yahoo answers...Ok so you guys must be wondering why I typed binge up there...well because I have been binging on food these past few days...It started on my sister's birthday, and then at my nenek's(grandmother's) house...eating sardines, cakes, durians, bubur durian, desserts, lollipops, chocolate, chilli crabs...well you
get the picture...I've had this craving for sardines and their edible bones eversince I went to the supermarket to buy groceries with my nenek and cousins...and then when we brought it home I looked at the tin can with this crave for its fish with the slightly crunchy edible bones in it...and I told my nenek that I wanted to eat it...and she told me that she would cook it for me the next day...excited I was...I'm lazy to elaborate on the other things my nenek cooked...because it's 1.21 am...thus ends my blogpost...after a short hiatus of 9 days...it ends....HERE

Photos.

2007-11-25T14:38:00.000+08:00

This post is for long-due photos that I should have put up a long time ago...thus long-due...nevermind...so if you want to look at my photos look on...but if you don't...just come back for the next word-y post eh?....Not in order by the way...

UGH.

2007-11-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

I am so friggin' bored duh. This is the first time I've wrote three posts in one day. So today was miss Yujing's and miss JiaMin's 13th birthday...finally you two have reached adolescence...yeah so we did stuff...if you want details go JiaMin's blog...she's got everything covered...and finally I've got my birthday present from YuJing and Bee Movie rocks duh...so went home...so I play the computer...got stomach ache...lie down...play comp again...watched heroes...and started to give people comments on their friendster...I've never been so bored...so read blogs...and now I feel like going to K.L...and I'm also eating an Ice-Cream cake my sister brought home from her friend's birthday...it's really nice...end...how random was that...

Here comes the sun.

2007-11-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun, and I say it's all right

Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter little darling,
it feels like years since it's been here here comes the sun,
here comes the sun and I say it's all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces little darling,
it seems like years since it's been here here comes the sun,
here comes the sun and I say it's all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting little darling,
it seems like years since it's been clear here comes the sun,
here comes the sun and I say it's all right
It's all right

The Beatles

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2007-11-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

Happy 13th Birthday to YuJing!

Happy 13th Birthday to Jiamin!

Black And White?...Colour?

2007-11-15T18:30:00.000+08:00

Yeah...so all of you know I want to be a photographer...

So here are some of my favourite photographers...

Matt Stuart...for his imaginative take on the world....
http://www.mattstuart.com/

Will Person..for his beautiful panoramic photos on the world...
also because of how he can work with the lighting and surroundings at the same time...
http://www.willpearson.co.uk/

Khaldun Wanli...for finding beauty in the most inconvenient of places...

Kristopher Gernert...for making something so unsual nice...

So yeah...they are a few of my favourite photo people...too lazy to show oyu guys my favourite photos...I do have favourites by the way...so end...

Impulse.

2007-11-12T14:54:00.000+08:00

I've realised that I've been blogging on impulse...this thing is what I call impulsive blogging...I just get a feeling to blog...I on the computer...blog...off the computer do other stuff...eventhough I know that people don't actually read my blog but it's nice to just "out" your feelings you know...anyway this is one of those impulsive blogging kind of days...end...

No comment.

2007-11-11T14:14:00.000+08:00

Yeah so yesterday was my school's open house...started out as a suck-y day...woke up late got ready like super fast...and reached there late too...and since I was late I had to change in the AVA room...because...my clothes were already underneath my uniform...so sing sing sing...promote promote promote...then end...damn tiring...woke up today...played the computer than received a call from an unknown person...

Man:"Hello jingjing"
Me:"Umm I think you got the wrong number"
Man:"Oh?!...sorry sorry!..."
Me:Ya...nevermind"

Too bored so I put that up...Woah...
I'm like falling in love with this guy..
>>Matt Dallas...

He's like super tall...182cm in fact...Stars in Kyle XY...

Oh ya...there's another guy Jonathan Rhys Meyers...go Wiki his name...the picture explains itself...=D...

...End...

ARGH!

2007-11-08T14:42:00.000+08:00

UGGH!...THIS TOTALLY SUCKS!...my mom wants to bring me to Johor but tomorrow I GOT CHOIR PRACTICE!...so inflexible...ugh ugh. I hate it when school gets in the way of my life...It totally sucks okay...not being able to spend time with my family because got school stuff going on...I want to "ponteng" but cannot because on Saturday got open house...how stupid is that...BAD TIMING MAN!...venting my anger....vent.vent.vent...Feeling totally sucky...sucks

Fun-filled...

2007-11-03T14:39:00.000+08:00

So yesterday went out with Raihana...super shiok...so we met at the interchange at around 11 a.m...I was abit late because I was delayed...so went to my school for awhile...then went back to Lot1 and wanted to eat at LJS but it was full so we went to pay my library fines $9 can you believe that?...so went to LJS again...and got a seat...and we both ate Combo 1...couldn't finish my fries so I gave them to Rai...and then bought cakes and stuff...and then went to Teck Whye then back to Lot1...window-shopped....then went to my house at around 3 p.m...did some stuff...then she went home at around 5 p.m...waited with her for the bus for around 45mins...took some pictures...and END...

It's here again...

2007-10-31T11:59:00.000+08:00

Oh wee...I'm going "jalan raya" with my primary school friends this Friday...how exciting is that?...nevermind...so yesterday night my primary school guy friends came to my house for raya...It was Nash, Iman(not my cousin), Farid(s) and Taufiq...so...they drank and laugh and drank and laughed somemore...until Farid Attaullah decided to top-up the drinks for them...and he puts down the teapot very hard...and I told him..."Kenapa tak happy keper?...tak happy cakap ah..."...and he stood up straight to say something and guess what?...his samping and belt fell...and no his pants did not fall...and we were all laughing like monkeys...man it was so freaking funny...so after more stupidly funny things happened...but too lazy to type out...thus ends my Hari Raya post for today...!!

UPDATED!

Selamat Hari Raya!...Maaf Zahir Dan Batin!

2007-10-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

Kepada semua umat Islam di situ,
Saya mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin,
Jika saya telah membuat silap,
Maafkan ye...

Semoga kamu semua ada Hari Raya yang meriah...

YAY!!!!,
BESOK RAYA!!!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MULIA!!
LALALALALALALA!!

Guitar-ed...

2007-10-06T00:28:00.000+08:00

Grrr...man... this freeky D chord on my guitar just won't play for me...like what my sister's friend said...it sounded like a motorcycle starting...thanks teacher for your "compliment"...but overall he did teach me how to play the guitar properly...with much mocking I might add...=P...so today (finally) finished my history project after 70 hours and 2 full weeks of hard work...it has all come to an end...with flying colours yeah!...they took our board...why?...because it was good...wee~...and thus after finishing the presentation, we hung out with the other groups just for the fun of it...and then we (me and Hafizah) decided to go to the library at Lot 1 to just sit around and "lepak"...then we found ourselves on the floor reading Ripley's Believe or Not book...there were so many interesting stuff...and then we met with a bunch of boys there consisting of Shaufy, Amal ,Azfar and some other guys...soon after, they played a dare game and we (now me, Hafizah and Hui Ling) became the "victims" as we became the people to dare on...ya like...**** dared **** to get ****'s number...and by the way ah...I'm still waiting for my 50% of the money...=P

To commemorate the month of Ramadan...For muslims...

2007-09-17T18:13:00.000+08:00

This is for all the muslims out there...

It is the month of Ramadan...
The month of forgiveness, mercy...
Make the most of this Ramadan...
Don't be skipping just because you cannot take it...
Allah is giving us this chance...
For HIM to forgive us...
Don't push it away...
For all you know this could be your last Ramadan...

And with that I leave you with this clip...

And go to this website to see how true the QUR'AN is
www.happeepill.com

P.S...to all NON-muslims...this post is mainly all about Islam...as I am a muslim so you can skip this post if you want to know...

Angst.

2007-08-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

Angst : A noun, an acute but unspecific feeling of anxiety; usually reserved for philosophical anxiety about the world or about personal freedom...
hmm...teenage angst...two words...perfectly representing teenagers?...
we have all felt uneasy...caused by a fear that we don't even know about...
maybe that's the reason teenagers rebel...
they don't know what they are running away from...
but they just keep running and running until they reach a sanctuary to be safe...
but that are some of us that reach a dead end...
maybe that's is what is happening to me now...angst...
all this mood swings...all this stress...all this crap...
just tells me one thing, I'm scared of the future...
I'm scared of what might happen to me...everything...
everybody's felt like this...even you...
If you had...tag ya...

Shtick...

2007-07-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

Oh wow I've finally found my shtick...since I somehow suck at drawing...and I'm quite okay at sports...and I love nature...MY SHTICK IS PHOTOGRAPHY!....yay! for me...I only knew I liked doing and was better at this than other stuff was when I was looking at friend's drawing and said to myself that I can't do anything like this but I realized I could without drawing but with good timing and an eye for beautiful stuff...that's when I started...hmm...everybody has a shtick...so if you have one pursuit it...why?...because I said so...

P.S...it makes you feel good...

Ouch...

2007-07-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

Swimming...was fun...finally know how to swim froggie style...MUAHAHAHAHA...but I got a thigh cramp...currently: very painful..."OW!" man...but its going to be okay right?...so today went by quite slowly...and dryly...and by the way I became the History rep...the teacher was like..."Nurul are you holding any position right now?"....I was like "Yes...I am the secretary..."....then tada I became the History rep....I'm not liking it by the way...then we have swimming...its tiring but I like it...its really really fun....seriously it can keep you in shape...but... WARNING! SWIMMING CAN MAKE YOU DARK!...which I know...I think I'll stop here...Monday : movies with Yu Jing, Nathaniel and Jiamin...HARRY POTTER...HERE I COME!...

Randomness...?

2007-07-10T19:42:00.000+08:00

Photographs I took...quite a long time ago...to show the beauty of Nature and some random photos too...

It's a malay thing....

2007-07-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

Life is difficult,

Full of trials,

Sorrow,

Pain,

but if you fall down,

Just stand up straight, be confident and say...

"KURANG AJAR, SIAPA TOLAK?!"

2007-07-08T13:38:00.000+08:00

My crappy try at art...

Create Yours @ NackVision

ANSWER THE CALL...

2007-07-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

No Gaia (Mother Earth)...No us...understand?...Live Earth is not a gimmick but its the carrier of a message...SAVE OUR EARTH...SOS....that is the message that Earth is sending us now...not in 20 years...not in 50 years...but NOW!....we have to do something today...now...even the smallest thing would mean the world to our Gaia...we have been taking for granted what mother nature had given us...polar bears will soon be extinct why?...because of us...the ice caps are melting why?...because of us...the hole in the ozone is getting bigger why?...BECAUSE OF US!...everything that happens to the environment...is our fault...we keep doing stuff that hurts our home...we can make a difference...its not too late...we can still make a difference...

Swam...

2007-07-07T10:35:00.000+08:00

Went swimming yesterday....I had a great time...I know how to swim...I'm quite okay...I can do freestyle now...well in my group were...Hafizah, Ain & her friend Hafizah, Jasmine, Yvonne, Alicia, JJ(Jun Jie) ,Andy, two girls from 1H and some unknown people...JJ swims funny and Andy is irritating...well not knowing how to swim by a little bit is kinda fun...I don't have to swim laps...MUAHAHAHA!!...but my arms are aching...and I'm starting to love soccer..I may not rock at it but at least I can play...MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!...end

I Guess...

2007-07-05T17:12:00.000+08:00

I guess today is quite good...there is swimming tomorrow...and I look sucky in my swimming shirt and shorts!...damn it...

Why?

2007-07-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

Why do I feel like this?
Why do I feel like I missed something really big?
Like I lost something...
Why?...
I just don't know what...
Maybe its the old school days...
Or the spoonfuls of homework we had...
Or just stuff...

But...

2007-06-30T22:20:00.001+08:00

But if its the I love my mom, dad , sister...etc. then different story lar...

My 100th Post!

Missed?

2007-06-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

Woah!...I must be crazy...
I think I was the only one in my estate that woke up at 5.30 a.m on a Saturday morning...I had to so I could go to school for the Cultural Fiesta...
my outfit: red polo shirt, black Ferregamo belt,blue jeans and hot pink high top converse shoes...which didn't really rock...
I woke up very early so that we (as in class) could prepare for the folkdance competition...
I don't really want to explain what happened during that time...too long...we danced and got second place...and got...guitar shaped correction tapes...-_-"...
MIGHT AS WELL NOT GIVE RIGHT?!...grrr...work so hard get correction tape..."!@#$%^&*"...so after the dancing we were suppose to visit aesthetics booths...and I was looking for Nat(Nathaniel)...we had an agreement the night before to wear high cut shoes so that we can take photos of them and blog about it...finally saw him and took photo...
after that or before that ,I'm not sure, I went to the canteen and took photographs of the ever-tall Nathan, ever-egoistic Shaufy , ever-noisy Cassius and my never-forgotten friends...and we went to the hall for the Kranji Idol finals...and RAIMI WON!...based on performance...and then got more stuff happen...then it was over!...
I went to my primary school...South View Primary...because an open house was happening...it was fun...
met my decade known friend, Nadiah, and my more than half a decade known friend Farid Azfar and Zamrooth a.k.a ZamZam...my best friends like Raihana...my good friends like Hanafi and my beloved Mdm Ling...
I felt alot of different feelings when I went back...I missed my school...I missed everything about it...all those memories I had there...
I've been there for almost one decade...alot has happened in that time span...
crushes, failing, passing, success, mourning...just pure feelings...in some rare cases there is love...but I'm not sure if it really was for those people...maybe they were having an illusion...maybe they were just imagining what was not right...what was not suppose to happen...maybe...they did fall in love...
primary school kids + love = disaster
I'm hoping that this someone is not reading this...
after more than 6 months...there were no feelings just memories...
Now I'm not very sure anymore...that person just looks so different...
from what I remembered him to be...to what he is now...
How can this happen?
THIS WAS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN!
but why do I feel the feelings I felt back then?
damn it...
I'm only 13...and I can't believe I'm saying all this...neither am I suppose to be saying this...
I cannot do this to myself...
I must know control...
I will only love when I am of age...
knowing love takes a long time...not 13 years...
Love is not just about the guy carrying your bag, not about the guy escorting you to your doorstep, not about the guy following you everywhere, not about the guy giving you nice presents...
There is more to love than that...if that was the case...well then there won't be divorces...
Love is what keeps couples together till their golden years and longer...
Right now its not love...just adolescent crushes...
like what Nathaniel said..."SINGLE" is my favourite word in secondary school...
It should be my favourite word right now...
or something bad will happen...I know I can't handle "TAKEN"...
because I know...I'm just not ready...
I will only be when I am of age...only then will I know...

P.s : If anybody knows who he is...please don't tell him...I know you understand...

Bad?...Good?

2007-06-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

Blogging to How To Touch A Girl by Jojo...it is my companion on this lonely night as my parents are away and my sisters out...and my maid sitting with me watching t.v...It's different...

I think I could like you
but I keep holding back
cause I can't seem to tell
if you're fiction or fact
show me you can laugh
show me you can cry
show me who you really are
deep down inside

The lyrics above are not only necessary in liking a guy but a human being...if they can do nothing of the above...they are not human...

Now lets get back to life...school today...started really bad...I packed my stuff...thinking that everything was set...I headed to school...only to realise something when I reached there and saw everyone else...I FORGOT MY TIE!...I was going..."CRAP!CRAP!CRAP!I DIDN'T BRING MY TIE"...I was at my lowest point then...yesterday it was my shirt now my tie...I was asking everybody whether they brought an extra tie...they all said no...then when we got back to class Qin Le got me a tie...it was Brent's...she saved my life...recess came...then my name was called...*teet*...too late...it was my tie...story short...I gave Brent's tie to Qin Le and everybody is happy...not muahaha happy...but hysterical happy...then ART!...it rocks too much I can't take it...the teacher rocks...she lets us listen to the radio while doing our work...which is good for my brain...I do my work better with music...not noise but music...so good...then assembly...it sucked too bad...man its too bad I can't blog about it...then came choir...I thought it was going to be practice...but then it was only a voice test...it was fun hanging out at the library while waiting...I did my favourite thing...read books!!...I did my test and went home...I wanna sleep now...today ended good...

My escape....

2007-06-27T23:38:00.001+08:00

There are more...I'm just lazy to post...

Over...

2007-06-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

Crap...holidays are over and school is on...oh crap oh crap oh crap....I hate it...I've been so stressed out...by the way don't tell anybody...but I cried after a few weeks...just to let go you know...I was so stressed out with choir, schoolwork and working very hard to improve the disappointing numbers on my report card...which I call my marks...when I burst out in tears during a fight with my maid(my pastime)...I felt better after that...but still stressed out...My holidays were not really holidays...because my head was filled with the worries of (alot of) holiday homework and the stress that I will get when school re-opens...but one thing really made me feel like it was a holiday...a trip to Sarawak....it was on the last week of the holidays...(very bad timing)....but I felt so relaxed...I forgot all my worries...lying by the pool reading my book...and then going to beach and just walk on the sand...wow...and they have one of the most romantic restaurants I have ever been to....a perfect "Will you marry me?" place...(hint for older guys who wants to propose)...the name of the resort was Damai Beach Resort, Holiday Inn...it was amazing...I have photographs (that I will post later) that I took at the beach...and by the way people my birthday has passed...14th June 2007...it was when I turned 13...becoming a teenager/adolescent...downright sucks...there is no more child discounts, no more child admission...but I'm still a kid...a very cute kid...*sucks thumb*...*frowns*...It was the best birthday I've ever heard...I'm not lying...when I expect less I get more...but when I expect more I get less...its the truth...you have to accept the facts and everything will just follow smoothly...people who do that have happier lives than most...it was the most perfect day I ever had in my 13 years...getting great presents...and happy wishes throughout the whole day...it was perfect...I'm going now...I will update when I want to...

Yip!

2007-06-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

Sorry to everybody who goes to my blog to see absolutely no new posts...Got alot to post...just lazy...today going to post about...you guessed it...my dear sister's graduation from polythecnic...went to her school for graduation ceremony her friends were there too...Kak Shila and Kak Ama(not full name)...before going to her school must get ready at home right?...well...I decided that I would wear a grey top, jeans,black belt and striped flats(shoes lah)...then my sister said that it was a formal thing and that we can't wear jeans...so I changed to skirt, top and heels(not high)...when we reached there(convention centre) and sat...I saw people wearing jeans,tights...TIGHTS!...and I'm not allowed to wear jeans...grrr...then I saw my sister...I was so proud of her.."sniffsniff"...then came out to reception eat eat then do some stuff...then went out of convention centre do more stuff...went home...on the way back I poked kak shila then I called her evil then she called me eviler then I called her evilest then she came up with this word...'evilerest'...the combination of eviler and evilest...stupido...I know...then we had some fun in the car...we laugh-laugh here laugh-laugh there laugh-laugh everywhere...old macdonalds had a farm eeeiiee.....okay back to the story...we(with another friend of my sister's) went up and watched a DVD together...END...more posts to come...when I remember...

Congratulations!

2007-06-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to Nurul Ezza Bte Jamaludin for graduating from Ngee Ann Polytechnic!

Cookies

2007-06-04T22:10:00.001+08:00

I just made cookies...chocolate chip cookies...yumyum....Have not been posting for a long time...=D...I'll start posting from now on okie?...

Time...sleep

2007-05-20T08:29:00.000+08:00

It's 8.45 right now...I woke up at 7.30...earlier than everyone in the house...I don't know why but I just couldn't sleep...so I listened to my mp3 for a few minutes and read a book that I just borrowed,Strangers by Dean Koontz I'm starting to read books by other authors not just Dan Brown...I thought...."Wah, so early man"...because my maid was still asleep...then my maid woke up...and I asked her what time it was she said, 7.30,
then I remembered that I slept at 11 last night...and told her that I slept for eight hours...then talk talk finish...so I went out of my room and here I am at the comp...

Creative Zen STONE

2007-05-16T19:53:00.000+08:00

Whoop Whoop!...Two days ago I got a new MP3 player it is the new Creative Zen STONE...I tried to put songs in it by plugging it in...and cannot...I was so sad...the next day I tried on my sister's laptop...then can...now I am so happy...Mine is black...it is nice and small...=D...weee....

Went out today...

2007-05-15T16:56:00.000+08:00

Today went to Lot 1...not for project thank you very much...I'm not that pathetic...to meet Hafizah...she wanted to return her library books which were due well today...so I went out of the house at around 2.05 I think...met her outside Mac sorry Hafizah to have made you wait...(grrr those grass cutters are so noisy...noise pollution at its highest...)...we went to the library to settle her books...and we went inside she wanted to borrow a book...first she wanted an English book than she decided on borrowing a Malay book to improve her Malay...but in the end I borrowed a Malay book titled Lena, Operator 0809...using Hafizah's library card for a reason which I do not have to tell you guys...than we went to Long John Silver to eat clam chowder under my request...I think I'm addicted to clam chowder eventhough the chowder is always freaking hot when you want to eat it...but it tastes good...and then we went to buy SweetTalk I bought peach milktea so did Hafizah...then we went to minitoons to see the teddy bear that Hafizah wanted which I will not buy for her...too bad...then went down the escalator too a vending machine which sold minimelts as Hafizah wanted minimelts...then while picking we saw Daniel a senior in our school then
he said "wah, Hafizah you sexy ah"
then she said "no lah"
then I said "naper terpikat?"
then he said "ya"
then he went off but before that we said a few things...
off we went to Bata...Hafizah showed me the shoe she wanted...polka dot pumps...
then she decided how about we go to the library again and I made some noise when I agreed...after borrowing the book she wanted...we met Daniel again outside the library...
I said "He's a stalker"
then he started to follow like a stalker than he said some stuff...then "ding!" the lifts arrived...in the lift he stared at me at poked his face at mine so that my head would back up...
Daniel: So just now when you said I was a stalker...
Me:...
*he said something to Hafizah, letting his guard down*
Me:Why?Got problem is it?
We went out of the lift and suddenly stopped outside KFC...to take out my phone and on the music...
then Daniel said something...then we went home...
THE END

2007-05-14T17:06:00.000+08:00

I've realised something very "..." ...I tend to update the songs in my blog than...posting...and even when I post...I post very, very short one...

2007-05-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

Can
You Open My Safe?

1st
Number:

The second number of my index no.

2nd
Number:

The third number of my blk.

3rd
Number:

The last number of my telephone no.

Make
Your Own Safe - Click Here

2007-05-09T20:30:00.000+08:00

Do you know me?
Do my quiz

2007-05-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

Yay!!...I just got a new RED NIKE WATER BOTTLE from my sister...yippeee!!!...finally, I've been wanting this bottle for so long!...

2007-05-02T15:41:00.000+08:00

Well...since my sister has let the cat out of the bag...there is no use in telling you that the person who gave me the poem was my special Xiu Min...I asked her to write me a poem and she did...she's good at writing poems...so is my darling Hafizah...while me...I suck too bad at writing poems...ok well...my mid-year exams are here...and I've done my language papers...left with my maths paper...OH THE HORROR...AAAHHH!!!...we have to sit for it twice...TWICE!...paper 1 and paper 2...I mean like seriously...once is not enough?...ughugh...grunt...*frowns*...aaaaaahhhh!!!...ok done...ok so yesterday was labour day and also my PARENT'S 25TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY...they have now been happily married for a quarter of a century...I love them alot....I love them for loving me this past 13 years...I went to Lot1 yesterday with my group mates...Xiu Min, Hafizah and Lydia...we did our Teach Less, Learn More project...a.k.a project...and we also took neoprints...I finally look good in them...

2007-04-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

Someone special gave this poem to me....

You are the girl
Who has the brains and humour

The one who pulls me up in studies
and the one who pull me down in laziness

Thanks for being our sunshine girl
the one that bring happiness to us
and cheering for me, when I am down

Let me give you a toast
for being such a nice friend
a one and only in the whole wide world

I will treasure our memories
no matter whether it is good or bad
because they are all very precious to me

Remember that you are a nice friend
the one who doesn't lose her temper easily
and the one who cares for her friends...

Guess who gave this to me...girl or boy?...tag me...people who know the answer...zip..
.ok?...I give the answer in the next post...

2007-04-27T18:11:00.000+08:00

The spasticness of choir...I'm going to miss them

2007-04-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

I have to be one of the biggest idiots in the whole world...I did(n't) something that I really regret...I didn't come for the SYF last Friday...I left my choir when they needed my support most...and I missed so many things...I missed the goodbye speeches, the spasticness of the whole choir before and after a performance, the uniforms hanging everywhere, the make-up session, the practices, everything...it also sucks that our seniors are leaving us...I got a lollipop from a senior that was leaving...right now I'm just feeling very sad that I had to be sick...it sucks!!...SENIORS I'M GOING TO MISS ALL OF YOU!!WHY'D YOU HAVE TO LEAVE?!I'll be here if any of you need me...Goodbye...

2007-04-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

Congratulations my loving Kranji Choir...we got a silver...You did your best gave your all...In my eyes that silver is like a gold-with-honours and it will always stay like that...no matter what...I saw how everybody worked so hard for these past few months for that few minutes of fame...and I am proud of all you...

Have you realised...

2007-04-19T11:30:00.000+08:00

Have you realised that some people like to use double letters like..."ii"...and they even use it in words that are misspelled...like..."miie"...My "hubby", Dellysda, and I talked about this once...and we are quite irritated...I'm not talking about anyone in particular so don't be offended...well...after reading (almost) all [the 7th book has not been released yet] the Harry Potter books in the series
and alot of English books that not alot of teenagers my age would want to read...its normal for me to think like that....so I'm not saying that they can't use it...they have every right to use it...this is just my opinion...

2007-04-08T21:55:00.001+08:00

Click the link down here...
Midas Touch

2007-04-07T20:11:00.000+08:00

You Are 58% Burned Out

You're fairly burned out, and it shows.
You probably have been feeling a little rundown and irritable lately.
If you can, drop a few of your minor responsibilities and focus on what's really important.
You have too much on your plate, and it's catching up with you.

Are You Burned Out?

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.
You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...
But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.
You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

Your Sensitivity Score: 44%

As far as sensitivity goes, you're a lot more in tune than most people.
You can't help but be touched by what's around you - good and bad.
But when things do get really bad around you, you are strong enough not to break down.

Are You Extremely Sensitive?

Freedom Writers

2007-04-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

Freedom Writers...Its one of the best movies I've ever watched...It is a movie based on the book The Freedom Writers Diary...It is about how a first time teacher,Erin Gruwell, and 150 students changed themselves and the world around through writing...there are sad moments, funny moments and angry moments...It made me cry...and I know it would make you cry too...It is very heart wrenching to know the sad stories behind everyone in Room 203...It makes it more unbearable to know that its all true....I suggest that everyone watch the movie...I watched it with my sister and her friends...and we drank starbucks before watching the movie...and ate dinner at Al-Azhar for dinner after the movie...I ate Houfan and banana chocolate prata...

Well everything has a first...

2007-03-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

I'm watching My Lovely Sam-Soon now and I think that Hyun Bin is hot...he is so handsome...I can't believe that I'm actually raving about a guy in my blog I've never done that before...hmm maybe its my adolescent brain...Hey, I'm growing up you can't blame me...I don't know why but I just felt like blogging..I'm not sure if anybody is reading though but I just want to let somethings of my chest and this is the perfect place to do so...hmm...I just have this feeling to tell everyone the places that I've been to less than 4 times...or never before...hmm...Singapore Botanical Gardens:Never, Sentosa:less than 4 times, Takashimaya:less than 4 times...there are somemore but I forgot most of them...heh...Oh ya...for the past few days I've been craving Ferrero Rocher...and I asked my dad to buy me some and he did..weee...Plus my sister bought White Chocolate Covered Strawberries...and I love it...its from Marks And Spencer...but it costs $4...its okay I'll make it a luxury for me...I think thats all for today...